Saturday, August 2, 2008
Deja vu?
It's back. wonder wad's the purpose of life. study away thn slough away? maybe, probably. reality takes a while to sink in, but when it hits tat's when u have tat nt exactly pain but helpless feeling. once,twice a couple of times, all the same. why?
what if i did tis, what if i did tat? rhetorical qns, no correct ans. cld have made a diff, maybe nt. quite some time le but maybe i still cnt accept it. living in a disillusioned world of self-denial?
ppl sae u nvr understand until u reali lose it, yeah quite rite. cherish evryting and evry1, easier said thn done. taking evryting for granted, too often we do juz tat. do one reali have to lose to gain?
p.s. dun ask me wad happen. nth did. at least thankfully nth tis yr.
i am ok. at least i tink so.
pls dun guess nor gossip. u all dun have any idea abt tis. xcept maybe 1 or 2.
i be thankful if u dun ask me anyting coz frankly nth cn be done.
coz u all dun understand it until u gone thru it yrself.
back to studying. tests coming. study our life away. they sae no harm studying 24/7. but ain't too much of a gd thing,well, nt gd?
posted at 5:14 PM
